FeelinFunkinFresh&FreeFOSHO
Every night, I reflect on my day’s work, and always wonder…
WHERE DID THE TIME GO?
It has it’s perks and drawbacks I guess.. sure does make the week pass by quicker! But yeah… things have been HELLA, MEGA, SUPER, OOBER busy. Damn so-cals.. haha. It’s funny.. now that I think about it.. I went into college EXCITED about going to a place where no one KNOWS me. In a way, I kinda wanted to create a new identity.. was I tired of the old me? To say the least.. YEAH. I was hoping to open another side of me and relinquish my past… but I couldn’t do it. I don’t want to be someone I’m not.. but I do feel that I’m missing out on a LOT… experiences…friends.. connections…FUN.
Life is the same old cycle it’s been for me. It’s frustrating.. I think about it everyday. Im also very, very, very frustrated right now cause my ipod earphones are stuck in my bike chain… and in that incident I almost lost my phone. *Siigh*
MIDTERMS are scaring the shit out of me. I just had my midterms for math and science, but that was easy cause they’re workload classes. My other ones will be a great challenge, and I have only this weekend to catch up on studying.
I feel very emotional right now… hahaha…which is usually not my…umm… domain of character. But there’s just been a lot running thru my head latley..no sleep…more stress…no sleep..no BIKE… no IPOD. WTF is going on?
You know that feeling when you work and try to the best of your ability, but even that’s not enough? Well it’s running through my viens as we speak. Every week… every day… every minute… every moment…
Relax?! NOOO WAYYY. Too much precious time to lose to sit there and enjoy a cup of tea.
Remember high school… when you wanted to “belong” somewhere. Well it’s the same in college..for me at least. Everyone around me has found their “home away from home” in a way… People use to say that they envy me for my scholastic success.. well to be honest, it’s cause it was the only thing I had. I hid behind the books and the grades… it was me that envied YOU. Life was great for a while.. until NEW came in and pushed me aside. I’m messin up at work… falling behind in my classes… doing poorly in English.. it all builds upon eachother like bricks.
Damn this was a long blog. Making up for the weeks I’ve missed. Haha.. Good NIGHT loves, lovers, and friends. “Make it a great day or not, the choice is YOURS.”
VinhNGUYEN
